Yesterday went Aunt's house to break fast there. And also visiting my grandmother. Grandmother also cried because she was sad to see some of our families didn't went to my aunt's house. I ate alot. Firstly I ate curry puff and popiah. After that, murtabak. So delicious. Then after eating murtabak, I continue eating lontong. My tummy was so full. Today scholl ended early because it's teacher's day. Had short lessons from 8-9 am. Then after that headed to the hall to watch that boring concert. The only segment that I like most is only the dance thing.

currently now in the computer lab having EBS lesson. Mr lee doesn't know that we are surfing the net. but now, he is marking our prelims exam paper. He is so noisy. Today accompany hui hui go white sand as she want to buy something for her father. I actualli did not want to go but she persuaded me and so I decided to follow her.

Will update more later .

Today I was late for school. Usually I would reach school around 7.05 am but this time, I reach school at 7.19 am . Had tummy problems that's why I come late. When I entered the school, Mr Chow kept saying 'HURRY UP, IT'S 7.20 OR YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE!'. I mean everyone has their own reasons for coming late. After singing and taking pledge, first lesson was Art/Food Science. For us , we cooked Brownies. Yummy, I love brownies. School ended 1.30pm for all NT levels. Reach home, cut the brownies into small pieces for my family to break fast later.

Today school just pathetic and i'm feeling tired and sleepy. Today break fast meal would just be roti prata only. Yesterday had CME and CPA theory exam. After my CPA exam, most of my classmates head home. Actually me and my fren also wanted to go home, but we made a good choice of staying inside school. Actually the teacher told us that after CPA paper, we still had our lessons as per normal, but some of my classmates went home instead. Only 14 of my classmates were still in school. Plan today was to go Tampines with Hui Hui but we cancelled it because we waited for the bus like very long. So we decided to go Tampines tomorrow instead as we are dismiss at 1.30 tomorrow with the sec 3s and all the NT level. I miss Syidah. It's been a long time since I last meet her.

Today had EBS exam. Only 4n1 and my class were taking prelims. Some of the 4N classes need not come because they don't have any paper. A few of the 4N1 were taking F&N exam. My EBS paper was not that hard although I didn't manage to study. Some of the questions was easy as I everytime get that answer correct. After I had finish the paper around 9 plus, I saw many people were laying down and sleeping. At first, I wanted to sleep cos while I was doing halfway, my eyes feel heavy but I told myself to finish the whole paper. In the end, I didn't sleep. After leaving the school hall, me and Hui Hui headed to canteen. She bought some foods and we went home. Next Monday is CME and Cpa paper. After the Cpa paper, I thought we could go home in fact we have normal lessons. Wth? So boring .

1 more day to ramadhan.

Sorry for not updating these past few days. Been really busy with schools and having prelim exams. Been stress up with prelims and have been getting mood swings easily. 2 more days to fasting month. Really. I enjoy fasting but my exams are near the fasting month. Confirm during paper, some of my classmates would fall asleep.

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Today no plans going out. Just sit at home and eat and watch TV. That' what I do if don't have any plans. Yesterday went to E-Hub! to watch UP movie. It was so funny. I like the kid name Russel. He is so cute and chubby. Yesterday school ended at 12.30. Then went im at outside school with some of my frens, I want to shook hands with them because I want to go home, behind me there was a person. When I wanted to let go of my friend hand, my hand suddenly wanted to hit that boy's face. Luckily didn't hit his face. Fasting month is coming soon. Sigh.

School today was fine i guess.
School started at 8.20 am.
Woke up at 7 plus then bath all. Went out of house around 8 plus.
Only thursday principal let the students come late at 8.
First lesson was MT. I got back my malay Prelim results.
I scored 15 for my malay paper.
I also got back my english paper 1.
For my english paper 1, I only scored 49/60.
But at least it's the effort that I tried to pass my English.
This coming Monday continue with my prelims.
I'm not worried about my prelim results but i'm worried bout my N levels result.
What if I can't go into the course that I want in ITE.
Hui told me that, she had told that particular person
that i'm willing to wait for him.
even though next year i won't be able to see him at my sec sch.
I'm willing to wait for you .

School today was very boring.
The best lesson in class was only CME.
Ms Faridah told us some stories that she had encountered.
Last period was EBS. Manage to login the computer but that 'apek' go and lock the system and lock the internet. Bullshit!
After school, accompanied Hui Hui to canteen as she wanted to buy food there.
I'm currently missing someone from last year's batch of NT students. That guy whom I used to like is last year's NT student.
That guy is "K". I wonder how he doing now?
I heard that he has changed alot. I don't know why.
Sigh,but it's all last year's incident. Not this year.
And to that guy whom I currently like but got someone special,
Just so you know, I will wait for you.
My feelings towards you would not change. I will wait for you and only you.
not any other guys.

In a few minute times, will be heading to my auntie's house for kenduri. The main reason why I like going kenduri is because of the foods there. And tomorrow all my cousins will be going to celebrate NDP. The bad news is that Yaya will not tagging along with us because her dad doesn't allow her to go out. Haiyaaa, so wasted. I really want to meet Yaya then all of sudden plan was cancelled. No mood for today.

Sorry for not updating much. Just lazy and have no idea of what to type.
Today school was great i guess?
Celebrated National Day in sch but for all sec 4s and 5s they all went to Singapore Discovery Centre.
Went we all arrived there, the place is nice and big.
But it's also boring.
Many schools were there also . Me and my friends took lots of photos.
But the photos are still with my friends. Planned to meet Yaya after school but was cancelled because she was busy.
Nvm then, 9 aug I still could meet my dearest Yaya.


I miss ex dearest.

Today's prelim paper is Basic Malay and English Listening Compre. The malay paper was easy just to read the passage and understand what the question is asking. English Listening compre is also quite ok to do. Early in the morning tot some of the 4Ns are at the quadrangle but it's not. In the morning, went up to classroom. Saw my class there got person so I entered. There's only 1 person inside my class. The rest of my classmates haven't arrived yet. So me and Hui Hui decided to walk around the school. Walk past that person class which is at level 3. The class is like so dark but got people inside. They think what? Haunted class is it? Haha. Then after me and hui hui come down the stairs, we also saw hazim, hafiz H and many more just arrived. We also saw Nadzirah. Then after singing national anthem, pledge and school creed, we headed to the hall to take our exams. I like having my exams in the hall rather in class because I find that taking exams in the hall is a clean place to start exams, while having inside the class it's like so messy and dirty to start there. ahaaa. Left with 1 more paper for my prelims but still got somemore papers. But lessons still continue on Thursday. Friday the sec 4s are going to the Singapore Discovery Centre for something about our National Day. I dunnoe a single thing at all. Can't wait for Friday and of course I even can't wait for 9 august event.

Hey, sorry for not updating much. Been busy lately with school work and revising for my prelims and my N levels. Today was prelim exam. Reach school around 7 plus then Mr Haniff said that we must take our exams in the hall. I was sitting 3rd from last. The paper was English Paper 1 and paper 2. The paper 1 was quite easy. Paper 2 was not that hard. My friend didn't even do the map section inside the paper 2. Tomorrow paper is Basic Malay and English Listening Comprehension. Last Saturday went Johor with elder sis and her two friends. Elder sis bought new skate shoe and a normal sneakers for my younger sis. I bought nothing because the stuffs there seems expensive. Reach home around 9 plus.

NADIAH
21 Jan 1993
17 years of living
Dont judge me at all